Ethics, Morals, Behavior
Controlling the Control Bug
by Ed Vasicek
In a recent editorial for the Kokomo Tribune, in a series about "social connectedness," I mentioned what I call the "anonymous lifestyle." Here I would like to use this concept as a jumping board for another issue: the "control obsession."
People often gravitate to an anonymous lifestyle, one in which they can melt into the crowd, one in which the worker bees work, the Queen sits on the eggs, and everything is regimented and orderly. Behind this quest for specialty, organization, and planning, is the fear of revealing too much about our humanity, a discomfort with being an imperfect, sinful, and sometimes incompetent human. If we all show our strong side and hide the rest, just think of what we can do.
The military has exploited this concept for decades. A soldier is no longer a human being from a family with ma and pa; he is a G.I., Government Issue, a son of the republic. Communism capitalized this idea as well, even removing children from their homes at age 2 for training, returning them to parents for weekends only (as Cuba did during Castro's heyday). If we can become a cog in the machinery, a gear in the transmission, or a washer holding on a bolt, we somehow sense that humanityours includedis either under control or at least hidden from view. We feel secure. But camouflaging ourselves in the crowd is only one of many "control" techniques.
Some of us fear our vulnerability so much that we will take infinite pains to be in charge. Perfectionism is one of the most common expressions of the control bug. Another method of control is an obsession to be in leadership, to give orders rather than take them, to have our way rather than compromise. Of course, the type of leaders Jesus' endorses are servant-leaders not power mongers. Legalism, in which every detail is spelled out in advance, is yet another way we may try to maintain control; we seek more rules, standards, and specifics that force ourselves and others to toe the line. Bullheadedness is not just a trait; it is a control strategy. Others gravitate toward anorexia or workaholism, numerous addictions, or a competitive materialism. The list goes on and on.
We know that Lucifer's original sin (Isaiah 14:12-17) was craving to be in control above God. He simply did not want God bossing him around. In his eyes, he had every bit as much a right to be God as God did. Such insanity is the end result of giving in completely to the "control bug." An obsession with control has driven many men and women over the edge of insanity.
Having briefly diagnosed the problem and highlighted a few of the negatives, let me now set forth a few positive assertions about the control bug.
So if your desire to be in control is more than moderate, maybe you need to learn to get comfortable with the human condition: yours and everyone else's. Let God be God. It's tough enough to be a halfway godly Christian.
But I need to add one further point. In our spiritual pilgrimage, there are times when God confronts us with our tendency to rule our own lives. He challenges us to present our control bug to him. This is called "surrender." It is natural for us to want to control our lives, our decisions, and our direction. When we are surrendered to the Lord, we let him make the choices. We turn over the reigns to him; we submit ourselves to his Lordship. The surrendered life is not perfect because our surrender is never complete nor permanent in this life. Parts of our lives or personalities hold out.
In the midst of Italy, there is a little country called San Marino. In the 19th century, Italy was not a country, just a group of provinces that spoke a similar language, much of it ruled by the Austrians. It was Garibaldi who is usually credited with uniting those provinces (or city-states) into the modern nation of Italy. But San Marino, with a population less than that of Kokomo, never got on boards. So, too, we have hidden San Marinos in our lives, holdout areas from the Lord. But if we surrender as much of our lives as Garibaldi united Italy, we will be among the godliest people on earth. Let God have the reigns of your life. Your house does not need to be immaculate; you don't have to be the best in your field. Instead, you can own the best title one can have on earth, "a servant of Jesus Christ."
Reprinted from the June 2001 Body Builder, a publication of Highland Park Church.
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